Still not over you

Tonight, as I lay on my bed
I feel like I'm already dead
I can't believe that I'm still in pain
It's been years since I was in vain

You make me fell in love so bad
Until now memoirs make me sad
How I wish I could turn back time
Then I'll make you stay and be mine

I know that is impossible
Coz Someone's there to catch you fall
'know that she deserves to have you
Because she took good care of you

I'm jealous of the love she have
How I wish it was mine my love
Hoping to be yours forever,
I know someday you'll be through with her

**This poem was written last December 10 '07. Glad I found my notebook where I write my poems =)